Change

It has been a long time since my last entry. I thought I am going to be happier this year in fact not. Things changed, people changed, relationship changed. Again I realised how important family and true friends meant to be after this incident. Family who are never leave you no matter how wrong are you, they will just accept all your faulty and waiting for you to change to a better one instead of abandoning you. True friends who are really care about you, text you, ask how are you whenever they free (even though actually they are not that free, but they just don't mind spending their precious time with you). I will to be stronger, no I have to be stronger and tougher because I know my life I am looking forward to is waiting for me. I want to change, change to a better human. I believe on myself, because I am the girl who used to be strong and tough, I can live somehow better without any of those insignificant people in my life, why do I need to dropped my tears just because of these people. When others can, why can't I? I have faith in Capricorn. :) Let's bring the OCSE down!! Fighting!! :D

Happier

It's a brand new year!
I just wanna to be happier..

Holidays or Class test?

I have 2 weeks left for the class test, another 4 days to summit my FYP introduction draft and basically 2 weeks left to the holidays after the class test. I have been wondering, wonder and keep asking people around me is it normal to cant memorize a single thing from my first read of my notes or slides. I am worried. I dont like this feeling. Anyone any idea?

Pathway

Since 5 years old till now when I'm 22 years old,
how many years have I spent in my education?
17, yes it has been 17 years!!
The thing we did most in our life time but yet we still learning how to improve,
I will say, well done if you score well in it however I won't criticise on people who are not doing good in it,
because I believe is the process and not the result.
So to those who are not getting first class honour or high distinction,
well done people!! ;D
Let's enjoy our life as a student to the max. :)

十一月的晚上

十一月啦！

又离大考近一个月了，

我得加油啊！

寻找自己的目标，

往前吧！

我呢？

总觉得自己少了些什么，
生活缺了些什么，
我怎么没心情读书？
做什么事都无精打采，
说真的，
那热血，好动的我到底去了哪里？
动力呢？
我到底怎么了？
有人可以告诉我吗？T__T

A new habit

Guess I have a new habit when I am back home due to the super hot weather in Malaysia.
I am not those people who used to shower in the morning since young either due to hygiene purposes or to make sure yourself are awake from your sleep. Yes! I only shower once in a day.
This is because I used to sleep in air conditioner room at the temperature of 16 celcius every night till morning and if you want me to shower at 530-6am everyday in the morning I will definitely scream in the bathroom like how I scream when I saw a crock-coach or mice even though with hot water.
However things changed when I'm back from Glasgow, I have to shower in the morning before I start my day. This could probably  due to the hot weather and restriction on the use of electricity thus air cond at home. I wonder will I maintain this habit when I am back to Glasgow with a daily temperature of 10 degree celcius. Haha!!

Two weeks to go..

OH MY!!
It is only two weeks away from my resit exam where they decide whether I can go back to Glasgow or not.
Even though I admitted that  dont really like that place but somehow when I'm in Malaysia, I miss it.
Two more weeks to go. I have to be tough!! ><

It's gone

I feel like I'm totally a loser.
Wonder why others can have such good grades and determination with motivation to achieve their goal in studies and why I can't?
Why am I so weak?
To where should I search to get back all my determination and motivation?? =(

重考

现在距离重考的时间只剩下一个月了，

我记得明明对自己下了承诺说要把之前不懂的都要弄懂，

要努力读书，把平均分数拉高，

可是为什么，为什么我怎么地懒？

真是忍无可忍！！

你要真么样的将来，

就得付出多少的努力！！

加油好吗？:(

拜托你了。。