改变

想改变？
就请你勇敢地踏出第一步。。
不要再给自己借口了。。

自我

或许我不是我，
我好像都不听自己的心声，
是我不要吗？
还是我不能？
听起来确实像是我不能所以不要了。。
自律呢？
是我。。是我，变了。。
变得我自己都不认得了。。
但愿自己是变得更好，
而不是更糟糕。。

忧郁的第二天

不知道自己怎么了，
心情真的很闷很糟糕，
感觉不好，
好像有点不开心，
但又说不出口什么事让我不开心了，
我到底怎么了？

字

今晚我用写字来抒发我那郁闷的心情。。
明天要上班了，晚安。。

就是要你爱上我

最近爱上这部台湾偶像剧，
由炎亚纶和郭雪芙主演，
也因为这部戏爱上了炎亚纶，
之前已经有注意到他的“下一个我” ，
知道他是个唱将，
但这部戏让我想更了解他和他的歌，
他可是周杰伦以外，让我疯狂的男歌手。。
我得用超级帅来形容他！！
至于郭雪芙，她的演技确实让我大开眼界，
她演得还真不错！
希望这部戏能得到更多人的喜爱。。
加油加油！！

To You, My Friend

You probably will never ever get to read this post.
I will never ever get a friend like you that tease me on loving Jay Chou so much and yet you yourself having the same birthday as him.
I will never ever get a guy friend that I can share S.H.E news with, noone will snatch or fight Hebe with me, noone is calling me as panda, noone told me I used to cook dessert for my dad, no longer being the first one to comment all my blog post...
My friend, I am so sorry that I realised it so late, I should have text you earlier, stalk you on facebook earlier then maybe I still have a chance to talk to you before you leave this place.
I can't tell how much pain I suffered by knowing that we lost you although we only met once in real life. I'm sure you can feel our friendships.
You used to be my supporters, listened to my complaints, listened to my stories, trained Eichi72 for me, accompanied me to get my tuition homework done every Friday night, stlaked S.H.E together, introduced Dinosaur and Da Yuan to me.
I am writing all these down because I dont want myself to forget how glad I am having such friend like you through just an online game. :(
A pek, honeynono, pig, cf, at least you are relieved now. I hope that you are happy in the heaven and I am sure there are plenty pretty angels around you.
You will always be remembered, rest in peace, my dear friend.
阿弥陀佛。。

Over-thinking

I think I have been thinking too much recently..
Something that is not going to happen, why should I give myself hopes?
Anyhow, at least I have done one cycle tonight and I hope I will do more on this week.. Fighting Sam!! GoGoGo!!

Missing someone

I miss you..
Miss you miss you..
Miss you like crazy!!
I miss you..
I miss you terribly..
But I don't feel like to disturb you..
What should I do? :(

New city

It has been a while for me to settle down in this new city - Belfast. I am here for three weeks already.
I have been standing every weekdays from 9 - 5.30, waking up at 7am to go to work. Can't believe myself can actually wake up at this hour haha.
Seriously, I have to admit working is so much tiring compared to study. I can't manage my own time because you have to stick to what your boss asked you to do so. I still can't anytime for me to start studying which I know I must start doing so so late everything is not too late.
It is just for a year, a year later then I will be going back to Malaysia so I must appreciate this year, fully utilize what I can gain from here.
Hence, let's go Sam! Let's strive for your future Sam! ;)

I'm graduated!

Finally, finally,
I am graduated with a Merit in Master of Pharmacy.
All these while, all the education fees my parents spent, all the midnight oils I burnt, how many crying days just because of stress and finally I am graduated.
There are so many people that I would like to thank because without them I wouldn't make it throughout the way. No matter those still besides me or left me, thank you!

 #1 Finally the cert is on my hands. :)

 #2 With my lovely mummy giving so much love and money

 #3 With bff Jia

 #4 With jie jie

 #5 And of course Junie!

 #6 Yu Seng all the way from Cardiff

 #7 Soo Koon all the way from Malaysia!!

 #8 Amrit was here too from Dundee ;)

#9 Last but not least, the ladies, Chrystal and Jia who supported me physically and mentally when I am in Glasgow.