Holidays or Class test?

I have 2 weeks left for the class test, another 4 days to summit my FYP introduction draft and basically 2 weeks left to the holidays after the class test. I have been wondering, wonder and keep asking people around me is it normal to cant memorize a single thing from my first read of my notes or slides. I am worried. I dont like this feeling. Anyone any idea?

Pathway

Since 5 years old till now when I'm 22 years old,
how many years have I spent in my education?
17, yes it has been 17 years!!
The thing we did most in our life time but yet we still learning how to improve,
I will say, well done if you score well in it however I won't criticise on people who are not doing good in it,
because I believe is the process and not the result.
So to those who are not getting first class honour or high distinction,
well done people!! ;D
Let's enjoy our life as a student to the max. :)

十一月的晚上

十一月啦！

又离大考近一个月了，

我得加油啊！

寻找自己的目标，

往前吧！

我呢？

总觉得自己少了些什么，
生活缺了些什么，
我怎么没心情读书？
做什么事都无精打采，
说真的，
那热血，好动的我到底去了哪里？
动力呢？
我到底怎么了？
有人可以告诉我吗？T__T

A new habit

Guess I have a new habit when I am back home due to the super hot weather in Malaysia.
I am not those people who used to shower in the morning since young either due to hygiene purposes or to make sure yourself are awake from your sleep. Yes! I only shower once in a day.
This is because I used to sleep in air conditioner room at the temperature of 16 celcius every night till morning and if you want me to shower at 530-6am everyday in the morning I will definitely scream in the bathroom like how I scream when I saw a crock-coach or mice even though with hot water.
However things changed when I'm back from Glasgow, I have to shower in the morning before I start my day. This could probably  due to the hot weather and restriction on the use of electricity thus air cond at home. I wonder will I maintain this habit when I am back to Glasgow with a daily temperature of 10 degree celcius. Haha!!

Two weeks to go..

OH MY!!
It is only two weeks away from my resit exam where they decide whether I can go back to Glasgow or not.
Even though I admitted that  dont really like that place but somehow when I'm in Malaysia, I miss it.
Two more weeks to go. I have to be tough!! ><

It's gone

I feel like I'm totally a loser.
Wonder why others can have such good grades and determination with motivation to achieve their goal in studies and why I can't?
Why am I so weak?
To where should I search to get back all my determination and motivation?? =(

重考

现在距离重考的时间只剩下一个月了，

我记得明明对自己下了承诺说要把之前不懂的都要弄懂，

要努力读书，把平均分数拉高，

可是为什么，为什么我怎么地懒？

真是忍无可忍！！

你要真么样的将来，

就得付出多少的努力！！

加油好吗？:(

拜托你了。。

April 1

It has been a long long time that I am not here to write something about me, myself and my life.
What can I said? Actually I really have to admit I dont like this place, this place is horrible to me. But life goes on, I know I have to do it no matter how hard is it. I have to be strong. Will I feel better if I express my feelings here rather than keeping them into myself? I wonder...

一

今天，我一整天都在游荡。
人生，要有不同的目标，
我得加油，
心灵上的加油。

二月

二月来临了，
我也得长大了。
相信自己，我也可以发光发热。