New city

It has been a while for me to settle down in this new city - Belfast. I am here for three weeks already.
I have been standing every weekdays from 9 - 5.30, waking up at 7am to go to work. Can't believe myself can actually wake up at this hour haha.
Seriously, I have to admit working is so much tiring compared to study. I can't manage my own time because you have to stick to what your boss asked you to do so. I still can't anytime for me to start studying which I know I must start doing so so late everything is not too late.
It is just for a year, a year later then I will be going back to Malaysia so I must appreciate this year, fully utilize what I can gain from here.
Hence, let's go Sam! Let's strive for your future Sam! ;)

I'm graduated!

Finally, finally,
I am graduated with a Merit in Master of Pharmacy.
All these while, all the education fees my parents spent, all the midnight oils I burnt, how many crying days just because of stress and finally I am graduated.
There are so many people that I would like to thank because without them I wouldn't make it throughout the way. No matter those still besides me or left me, thank you!

 #1 Finally the cert is on my hands. :)

 #2 With my lovely mummy giving so much love and money

 #3 With bff Jia

 #4 With jie jie

 #5 And of course Junie!

 #6 Yu Seng all the way from Cardiff

 #7 Soo Koon all the way from Malaysia!!

 #8 Amrit was here too from Dundee ;)

#9 Last but not least, the ladies, Chrystal and Jia who supported me physically and mentally when I am in Glasgow.

To the man in my life

He is neither a pearl nor jade,
but he is the diamond in my heart.

会痊愈的

一个人，
痛了，
懂了，
就该放手了。

是你变了，是你变了。

Change

It has been a long time since my last entry. I thought I am going to be happier this year in fact not. Things changed, people changed, relationship changed. Again I realised how important family and true friends meant to be after this incident. Family who are never leave you no matter how wrong are you, they will just accept all your faulty and waiting for you to change to a better one instead of abandoning you. True friends who are really care about you, text you, ask how are you whenever they free (even though actually they are not that free, but they just don't mind spending their precious time with you). I will to be stronger, no I have to be stronger and tougher because I know my life I am looking forward to is waiting for me. I want to change, change to a better human. I believe on myself, because I am the girl who used to be strong and tough, I can live somehow better without any of those insignificant people in my life, why do I need to dropped my tears just because of these people. When others can, why can't I? I have faith in Capricorn. :) Let's bring the OCSE down!! Fighting!! :D

Happier

It's a brand new year!
I just wanna to be happier..

Holidays or Class test?

I have 2 weeks left for the class test, another 4 days to summit my FYP introduction draft and basically 2 weeks left to the holidays after the class test. I have been wondering, wonder and keep asking people around me is it normal to cant memorize a single thing from my first read of my notes or slides. I am worried. I dont like this feeling. Anyone any idea?

Pathway

Since 5 years old till now when I'm 22 years old,
how many years have I spent in my education?
17, yes it has been 17 years!!
The thing we did most in our life time but yet we still learning how to improve,
I will say, well done if you score well in it however I won't criticise on people who are not doing good in it,
because I believe is the process and not the result.
So to those who are not getting first class honour or high distinction,
well done people!! ;D
Let's enjoy our life as a student to the max. :)

十一月的晚上

十一月啦！

又离大考近一个月了，

我得加油啊！

寻找自己的目标，

往前吧！

我呢？

总觉得自己少了些什么，
生活缺了些什么，
我怎么没心情读书？
做什么事都无精打采，
说真的，
那热血，好动的我到底去了哪里？
动力呢？
我到底怎么了？
有人可以告诉我吗？T__T