真的说了再见吗？

梦境可以很真实，

有时候真实得有一点可怕，

这不知是我第几次因为你被吓起床了。

最近爱上了这首歌了~

歌词写得好贴切，

爱死你了，MR J！！

天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳 
身陷过去 我无力逃跑

回到过去

把过往的部落都翻出来读了读，
才发现有段时间我却是忙得不可开销，
忙课业，忙社团，忙补习，
都没什时间上网，msn，facebook，
比较起来，A level 时真的忙多了。
有时候，人有空起来，确实会比较期待忙的时候，
毕竟忙的时候我们不会有空闲的时间去想些有的没的，
忙的时候，人可以过得很充实，
不必理会其他那些有空的人怎么看待你，
只要一些真心朋友陪你一起度过就好了。
彩凌，静微，依凌，丽颖，你们还好吗？
突然好像你们哦！

黑白键

今天我终于对上和我失连好久的黑白键，
不知道我是否可以掌握得很好，
不过我会努力的，毕竟学费很昂贵。
我想弹很多自己喜欢的歌，
想自弹自唱，
想弹第一首，
加油吧淑桓！

A cup of coffee or bubble tea? :P

Had bubble tea today with my dear and shocked someone. : )

Yes to all of you whom concerned about me, I’m trying my best now eventhough I know the outcomes might be negative. I will work harder for it no matter how many times I need to break the ice wall and the stupid wood. Cheong ah!!! ♥

P.S: Met someone on the road just outside of my housing area. Wander what is he doing here. Suit Won, you have asked a very good question, it is faith or out of luck? Don’t worry, I’m doing good and I know what I am doing. I think the answer should be faith but both of us just out of luck. ^^

R.E.S.U.L.T

Yes result is coming out today at 4pm. God bless me with a PASS. J I am quite happy and satisfied as I think I have a little improvement compared to last semester. It is out of expectation. Whee~~ Good Good and Happiee Happiee!!

Now, what I have to face is my MUET. No more failing please, I just need a band score of 4. I just done my speaking test this morning, I hope the examiners can be more linear and perhaps I can do it. Gambateh!!

随缘

有些事情随缘就好，

有时候当我们很在乎时，

它偏偏不会往我们想像的那样发展，

可是当我们没那么在乎时，

它又让我们尝了些甜头。

缘啊缘，

究竟你离我还有多远呢？

就让它自自然然地发生好吗？

Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng!!

Today is ZhengLin’s birthday!! A guy I knew for 8 years. From my memories, I think he is one among the people I know when I first got into Sri Garden. Teoh and Chen sent me a message about the plan to celebrate zheng’s birthday tonight. We went Midvalley to buy the movie tickets and a present for him. 

Hope he had a great one with us and going to have a great one later. Happiee happiee oh!! ^^

Last Day :’(

LAST DAY!! Time flies, it is the last day I’m working in this hospital. I feel so not right now, my friendly and nice pharmacist assistance, Kak Ayu, Kak Aisha, Kak Alia, Ms.Sham, Mr. Ismail, the kind Pn. Maria, pretty yet professional Ms.Esther and store check Mr.Rosman. 

Today there is a few new members joined us, they are my batchmates, Adeline, Sean and Kar Yan. There are total 8 trainees in a small pharmacy and 3 on duty workers, the pharmacy looks so pack. >.< Since there are so many people today, we really have nothing to do. So more patients are lesser today compared to last week, a good thing showing less people fall a sick. Hehe. :D 

I’ve asked them a few questions about my Foundation Pharmacy project, Angina. Ms.Sham said I seem so many things to ask but only when I’m leaving.  Haha. Copy here and there,  make sure myself did learn something from here, if I have given a chance, I think I will back to this hospital and continue what I’ve missed out this time. It would be a better attachment if I have a chance to go to their wards and walk around asking how’s the patients doing, too bad I’m neither a nurse nor doctors. ;(

All the best I wish to the nice and friendly pharmacy workers inTropicana Medical Centre. May God bless all of you with happiness and having fun working in there. Hope to see you guys soon. :D

Fourth Day

Pei Ling is back. She is here again with me, today is my second last day already. Now I’m able to roughly remember where the drug place, can run to the rack and get it in a minute of time. 

However, the only thing that confused me is the hand writing of those doctors, they aspect people can read!! Oh my god, augmentin they can just write in ag(unreadable)n, cream in cr(blab la)m, our eyes must be bright enough to read their nice hand writings. 

Perhaps my dear twin, Amrit and Joyce won’t do this to their pharmacists in the future. xD I’m just too enjoy in the attachment, should I stay longer? 

Third Day

Here it comes, today is the third day already. Another two more days then I’ll be leaving already, suddenly feel that one week is definitely not enough to learn everything from them. If able, I wish I can stay longer. 

Today, I drive to hospital by myself, unlike usual accompanied by Pei Ling. We received calls from Pei Ling’s parents about her grandfather passed away in the early morning. As granddaughter, Pei Ling has to go to the funeral that is why she has to skip one day of the attachment. I hope everything will be fine on her. It’s going to be a bored day without Pei Ling in the pharmacy, usually we chit chat once we feel bored or sleepy but today she is not in.

I learnt today as Mr.Ismail is here in the morning and learn a lot from him. He informed us that we can have a better attachment next time by applying to the government hospitals as they have more drugs and more patients. Of course he said, those people there have lesser time for you to ask so you have to pick up yourself very fast to get into their situation.  Once you got wrong, they will be very strict on you. Haha. I’ll try someday in government hospitals because I would like to see different patients eventhough I know I’ll get scolded maybe since I’m so blur in doing things. 

I learnt medicine to prevent H1N1 and drugs to kill cancerous cells today.  Add oil oh!! J

Second Day

If you think undergoing attachment is a fun thing, then you are absolutely wrong. It was so tiring, standing, walking around, drug dispensing, picking up the medicine from the racks, oh god, it’s just the second day and I’m so tired already. :'(

No doubt to say that actually having attachment here is quite boring due to too many students in the pharmacy. This is the reason why we cannot really learn from them, especially from the pharmacists. This is because the pharmacists here are so busy that they have no time to entertain us, we have to ask ourselves and check the MIMS ourselves. You really have to be self-learning, ask whatever you don’t understand of cause when they are not busy and feel free to answer you. This is not their fault because there are too many patients in this hospital, I believe the situation goes worst when come to government hospital. There are in-patients and out-patients that they have to dispense the drugs to, but of course I’m still learn something from them. ^^ 

Now I know Augmentin is an antibiotics, Selidiks is syrup to cure coughing and flu and Ultracet is a pain killer. Yohoo!! 

A Day with full of SURPRISE!!

I planned, 

I make arrangements, 

I baked, 

I booked the movie tickets, 

I lighted the candles tonight just for someone’s special day.

The things that I never did it on him before but someone, even I cannot believe this, really hope that someone will enjoy this special surprise day. 

Have a great one!! :D

HAPPY :D

Messages load my phone straight after I reached my home, cannot believe that I will receive a message as a reward. My hard work worth if you like it, thank you so much for loving it.

First day of attachment

For your information, all MQ pharmacy students in IMU are compulsory to have at least one week of attachment to fulfill our own qualification at Glasglow. Therefore, I’d applied to Tropicana Medical Center with Pei Ling to do our attachment since it has easier application and a few of my seniors did it there. 

A new day full of excitement, a long night I spent at Pei Ling’s house so that I am able to wake up on time and reach on time for my first day of attachment. It is so excited until I can’t really fall asleep on the day before. Try to imagine yourself working at a place where a place very similar to your future working place. Facing the doctors, patients, nurses or whoever in the hospital, made me so looking forward on the day itself.

Work hard, learn hard!! GoGoGo attachment!! Can’t wait. >.<

我的晚餐

由于假期开始了，

本小姐在家无所事事，

于是决定拿起锅和铲煮饭去咯！

今晚煮了虾仁给家里人吃，

卖相不是很好，自己打60分，

味道呢就得让他们吃的人平分咯。

吃晚餐去咯！^^

杰迷

在这个时代，要做一个偶像的超级粉丝很难。

首先，你要了解这偶像的作品，

唱片再也不是他们唯一的作品。

他唱的歌，演出的偶像剧，或是代言的广告，还有他的个人或团体活动。

再来，我们得知道这偶像的个人档案，

他的出生日期，年龄，性格，家庭背景，学历等等。

当然最重要的还是你得喜欢他的作品还有风格。

周杰伦，

这名字在华人乐坛来说并不陌生，

对我来说，这男的太太太有才华了！！

他的歌我相信每个人略懂一二，

因为几乎每个专辑都有一两首歌会挤上电台的排行榜。

考试期间，我除了我的最爱S.H.E 还有JOLIN之外，

听的都是周董的歌了。

在枫的那首歌中还无意听到我的名字，

是谐音的字，

可是我超兴奋的，

现在想起都还很HIGH。哈哈~~

我还疯狂地上网把他导的MTV全部LOAD来看，

现在想起来，

我怎么要考试却还有这心情啊？〉〈

只能说周杰伦你太帅了！！！

当然S.H.E还是我的最最爱哦。：）

Evolution

This was a post i wanted to upload n August but since i was busy planning gathering with Joyce and Piau so i will upload it now.
Mummy brought me to IKEA today just to grab some furniture to store my stuff that cannot fit into my current wardrobe anymore.
Special thanks to daddy who work so hard so that I got extra money to spend on those things,
then to mummy because she willing to bring me to IKEA and listen to my long story how I would like to arrange my room into a better one. :)
We starts our second session, building up the furnitures after one whole day we spent in IKEA.
It was a tiring one, but I'm sure my room is more tidy and comfy compare to last time. Hehe ^^

My cute and adorable room. :p

I’m ALIVE

The feelings are great when I went out from the Chancellor Hall this morning.
I think I did my best for the last minute study, the result is either good or bad also I will accept the fact.
*My dear English, Bioscience and Physiology papers, please sang sang seng seng so that your owner, ME can pass!!*
Yes, boys and girls, my final exam for semester 2 is officially end when the clock pointed at double 1 this morning.
The long study break and the short exam duration came to an end.
My honeymoon semester ends, unable to imagine how busy or suffering when I got into semester 3.
Now let’s just Eat, Play, Sleep.
Wakakaka~~

It’s my drama marathon’s time!
I can’t wait for it. 

All dramas please please wait for me, I’m coming RIGHT NOW!!! :D