First off day in my working life

This is my first official off day in my working life. Hoho. XD
I'm heading to London later by flight at 6.30am and now the clock in my room is 1.05am. Checking in by 5am so literally I dont think I am spending any time on my bed tonight lol. Got home at 11pm today because went to this dermatology workshop held by the UCA which I think is quite useful. Improve some dermatology knowledge and important questions to ask to the patients if they are in for their skin problems. The workshop was held at Templeton hotel which is just about another5-10mins away from the airport and yet I'm now back at home to wait for my departure time. =.= I know I should have just make a room reservation at the hotel so that I can sleep more haha.

P.S: My colleague said that I'm now have an Irish accent. Do I? LOL. Personally, I dont think so. But sometimes I admit I do have to speak or act to sound like the local so that the patient understands me. Haha. I know that I have lots more to learn especially my english which still have lots room of improvement. Gambateh!!

Anyway, hope that I will have lots of fun in London. This will be my last trip before 2013 ends. T.T Shopping, fun, party, here I come!!! :D

你是我在这世人最爱的男人

越在乎的人，伤你越深，
越不想他离开你的人，却偏偏离开了。。
看爸爸去哪儿，会让我想起你，
想起你，讨厌别人哭，但看见我哭时却纵容地让我无理取闹，什么都答应；
想起你，特别爱干净，却让我在你的手帕渗鼻涕，擦眼泪；
想起你，省吃俭用，就为了给我们最好的教育；
想起你，为了不让我伤心，做了你平常不做的事；
想起你，为了让我忘了一个人，把车，手表，相机都买回来；
别人都说：“嗨哟，又是个读私立学校的有钱人！”
但其实我不是！
这都只是我爸妈舍得在我的教育上花钱而已。。
我刚来英国不习惯一个人的时候，你让我买东西去了，让我不要省着。。自己却在办公室啃饭盒。。
爸爸，我想你了，
想念你的声音，
想念你那圆圆看似流氓的大肚子，
答应你，不管未来的路，再怎么辛苦，我都不会放弃，
我要为了那来不及实现的十间房间努力，你也要快乐，好吗？
我不哭，我要像姐姐妹妹一样坚强，努力学习！
我爱你，不会像你说的因为别的男人而不爱你，
你是我这世人最爱的男人！

完了

就就就就是要你爱上我完结篇啦！
我星期五的节目就这样完了。。
心里有种说不出口的落寞。。:(

Inspector-ing ??

Inspector was in to had a drug test last monday. My tutor was asked to check dispensed medications with a prescription to see whether everything is right. Too bad, so so so bad that my store haven't really got back to how it used to look like. There are still prescriptions waiting to be checked and basically still not very tidy. >< So my tutor thinks that the inspector might be back next week to have a routine check up. Guess what? From my tutor experience, she said they like to ask pre-reg (which is me for now) questions. OH MY GOD! Honestly my knowledge were all back to my lecturer already, I know is my bad. :( Books I will hug you tightly now then. Ahhh~~~

Responsibility as a pRe-ReG

It has been a hectic week for me. Wanted to write this down to remind myself how important priority is to manage a pharmacy. My tutor was away for two weeks, I dont realised how much work my tutor been doing previously until the second week when she was away. Everything just doesn't fall in place correctly, I have so much things to do but so little time and hands that I can handle them. Labelling, put away stocks, assembling, order special orders, check stock, order stocks, prepare weekly boxes, deliver weekly boxes to the fold, collect prescriptions, things got even more messed up when my pharmacy technician not around. I'm literally going crazy. Then boss was here, start saying why the store so messy, prescriptions were everywhere, why not checking, why stocks was not giving away. Seriously, I dont know how to answer, he even authorised me to check the prescriptions that were settled on the table. ( ps: Are you serious?! Luckily, it was just simply simvastatin and aspirin) Then, I realised, ya actually I cant expect much from a locum, he was just here for a few days, I shouldnt expect him to know everything that we used to do here. That's how I realised I need to take up more responsibility as a pre-reg, I should guide him whenever he feel lost and vice versa. No matter how long, there is one day that I will need to take full responsibility as a pharmacist and not just a pre-reg. Those are things that I will encounter in my future career, so is a good thing that I can start learning how to handle them now. ;) In conclusion, sleep more so that can focus more when I'm working, I dont want to waste my time working as a pre-reg but to be trained as a great pharmacist! :P Hwaiting!

What a busy week

I have out for ONE WHOLE week.
Monday - okay, this is the only week I did not go out after my work. Only day I get to rest for the past week.

Tuesday - my housemate and I decided to go for a movie tonight. Initially we wanted to watch Romeo and Juliet but dont know why when we get there, the movie is not showing anymore. We did check before we go. So go for a movie that we initially didn't plan to watch but turn out it was okay. The movie is Ender's Game, the desciption said by my friend is when Harry Potter met Star Trek. Hahaha..

#1 Asa butterfield is so cute, he got blue eyes!! And he really very good in acting! Claps claps. Overall rating for this movie I think is 7/10.

#2 End up get to take this pretty look of city hall. :D

Wednesday - as usual I went for English class but we are getting home later and later each week after the class because we stay back for the table football and table tennis lol.

Okay, then Thursday - I had my First Aid and Emergency workshop. It actually ends at 4pm but I get to go home earlier but since I already in city centre so I decided to go for shopping. The shops close at 8pm today cause is a THURSDAY! An extra  reason to go shopping!

#3 I do admit that 偶是条纹控！Every clothes I tried that day was all strips hahaha.. XD

#4 偶的战利品！Got student discount for L'Occitane LOL. What's the reason for not buying then? Hahaha..

#5 So now my fingers colour now look like this! Whee =D

Still not coming to the end, Friday- Oh! Friday I dint get to go anyway haha. Wanted to watch fireworks at Wallace Park at first but end up too tired so stay at home. Forgot, I get to stay at home to catch up my current addicted dramas, The Heirs, Just You and 爸爸去哪儿! Hehe ^^

So Saturday - We have this Law and Ethics workshop from 9am to7pm hahaha.. So unbelievable that we survived! Winks! ;) Not that boring though, feel like is just another PP2 lecture. Missed uni :( This is my third time had my workshops in Riddell Hall, this place never fail to surprise me! During my first aid workshop they have this service that come to refill the drinking water, clean up your table after our tea break, serve delicious sandwich and etc. Then when come to law and ethics workshop, they served THAI GREEN CURRY for lunch! OMG!! It taste so good~~ even though is not spicy!! Real good!

 #6 The Thai Green Curry!!

#7 Me and my thai green curry to show my sisters haha..

After our workshop, we are not exhausted YET haha so we decided to go for THOR, the high rating movie! Of course THOR is nice! Fantastic! Rating for this movie is 8.5/10! Really very nice!! Even though I din watch the first episode! The movie finished at 11pm and we thought we can take the bus at 1130pm and guess what when we were at the bus station then only we realised that the last bus is at 11pm LOL so yes we MISSED our bus! Hahaha.. What to do? Take taxi home lo hahaha..

And hah Sunday - only day I can sleep before start working tomorrow again. Daily routine, sleep until 330pm hahaha.. And now I want to go tapao my dinner! Toodles. 

Have a good week ahead everyone.

My experience on day-light saving

This is my third year experiencing the day-light saving in UK.
Was thinking there is nothing to blog about initially since I had a blog post about this two years ago.
But I still making an entry here as a memory just in case I'm not going to experienced this any more. Hahaha..
So what happened?
I actually forgot that the day-light saving is going to take place, I sleep at 5pm in the evening because I slept at 7am and woke up at 11am this morning.
Planned to wake up in the midnight at 3am to have a catch up with my sister through skype.
However, I start rolling on the bed at 1:30am and I couldnt get back to my sleep anymore. (How can that happen to me? LOL)
I start scrolling my facebook and weibo on my bed until 2am then realised that my phone time go back to 1am!!
I was like oh no day-light saving!!! So decided to wake up to have my "late" dinner and watch some shows before start skyping with my sister.
First time I dont feel glad to have 25 hours a day because TIME PASSED SO SLOW~~
So that's basically how I spent my extra one hour, sleeping, shows and food.
What a good reflection haha...

老大

What can you ask for more when you have such cute and adorable elder sister exists in your life?
Of course there are times when I can't bear with her as well.
But most of the time I feel glad. I really do.
I was in bad mood this morning and she actually asked me to think about my S.H.E and Jay Chou rather than being influenced by something that not even important.
I was quite shocked because I'm the only one among my sisters who are so into all these 追星 thingy.
I thought for them, I kind of wasting my time and money for doing all these.
I told her that I'm quite shocked that she knew that I'm still into S.H.E and Jay Chou. Teehee.. :D
Of course, not to forget introduce my new idol just to her tease her that she is not up to date about my 追星史, who knows she is like: "Aiyo, I know, that guy with a earring,funny and own self thought that own self is very handsome de 炎亚纶 ma. Please la, he is mine ok? You go after me."
My reaction at the spot is like WHAT??!! How you know? Wait.. What yours.. Why after you..
So basically jie jie yourself also into him. :P
Didn't know a married woman with one child also got attracted by him ahh..
HAHAHAHA...

P.S: Jie jie you are so cute ba, you made me laugh out loud in the pantry myself during my tea break. Thanks for not getting mad whenever I cry without a valid reason. You know la, I'm not just a 哭包，I'm a 水龙头, so bare with me please~ Thanks for being so supportive, listened to all my rubbish stories so that my rubbish bin here will not over flow. Love you oh!! *kiss kiss..

因音乐而快乐

为什么我就只有一双耳朵。。
我承认这是个很愚蠢的问题。。哈哈。。
但问这是因为音乐带给我太多太多的快乐与不快乐。
我想听多点。。
我个人喜欢有琴或鼓声浪漫的歌，
大致上算是浪漫摇滚吧？
当然我也喜欢忧伤情歌，
拜托，谁不喜欢？:P
今晚就让满满的歌曲列表播放整晚吧。。:D

最后附上我超爱的两首歌，两者都有很明显鼓声。。;)
炎亚纶的寂寞暴走和周杰伦的世界未末日
当然唱的人也很重要。。
哈哈哈哈。。。

Autumn

Autumn is here~~

The sun rise later and later, set earlier and earlier..

I go out before sun rise and I know sooner or later I will reach home after sun set. 

Oh dear, my precious sunlight..

I would say you will see bright sunny only if you are lucky enough..

Are you ready for autumn?

Hmm.. Be prepared, keep warm and stay healthy to prevent flu attacks.

This is most probably my last autumn in UK,

yes yes I know I said that last year too.. 

Haha..

Who knows..

Autumn please be nice to me..

Jacket's mood ON!

Your wife and big round

There are some language that only both of us can understand.
You are not just an ordinary friend to me, you have always been a good listener.
Recently, 华研 has uploaded a video on Youtube related to PopuLady, the band which your big round in it.
Guess what, your lovely wife is in it as well, Hebe is acting as a judge to comment on their singing skill.
I think you might be happy to watch this since both girls you like are in the same video.
I wanted to share with you, wondering what will your reaction be.
I stop deleting Whatsapp messages nowadays cause I'm afraid some people in my life will disappear in a sudden just like you.
Wanted to kacau you, tease you, wanted to ask you how are you.
I hope you are doing fine or maybe great at your place, at least you dont have to fight with your sickness any more.
Be happy my friend.

毕业后的生活

如果你认为毕业后就可以无所事事，
上班后再下班就好了。。
那就大错特错啦。。
水往下流，人总得要往上爬才行。。
所以我很不愿意的翻开了我的书，
告诉自己要埋头苦读了。。
为了梦想，为了我的将来，我知道我得努力！
Aza-aza fighting!!!

I am a pig

Yes, I am here to make a frank confession,
I'm literally a pig.
Hmmm..
Maybe pig is even better than me,
how can I sleep until noon every weekend when I'm off. =.=
Pig ah pig...

爱过

谁没爱过？
爱过的都知道爱可以多伤人。
可是为何人人却还往爱衝？
爱一个人一定能得到相同的回报吗？
他知道你爱他吗？
我爱他，他爱我的那个人又在哪啊？
寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅地，不累吗？
累了，那怎样可以不爱了？

改变

想改变？
就请你勇敢地踏出第一步。。
不要再给自己借口了。。

自我

或许我不是我，
我好像都不听自己的心声，
是我不要吗？
还是我不能？
听起来确实像是我不能所以不要了。。
自律呢？
是我。。是我，变了。。
变得我自己都不认得了。。
但愿自己是变得更好，
而不是更糟糕。。

忧郁的第二天

不知道自己怎么了，
心情真的很闷很糟糕，
感觉不好，
好像有点不开心，
但又说不出口什么事让我不开心了，
我到底怎么了？

字

今晚我用写字来抒发我那郁闷的心情。。
明天要上班了，晚安。。

就是要你爱上我

最近爱上这部台湾偶像剧，
由炎亚纶和郭雪芙主演，
也因为这部戏爱上了炎亚纶，
之前已经有注意到他的“下一个我” ，
知道他是个唱将，
但这部戏让我想更了解他和他的歌，
他可是周杰伦以外，让我疯狂的男歌手。。
我得用超级帅来形容他！！
至于郭雪芙，她的演技确实让我大开眼界，
她演得还真不错！
希望这部戏能得到更多人的喜爱。。
加油加油！！

To You, My Friend

You probably will never ever get to read this post.
I will never ever get a friend like you that tease me on loving Jay Chou so much and yet you yourself having the same birthday as him.
I will never ever get a guy friend that I can share S.H.E news with, noone will snatch or fight Hebe with me, noone is calling me as panda, noone told me I used to cook dessert for my dad, no longer being the first one to comment all my blog post...
My friend, I am so sorry that I realised it so late, I should have text you earlier, stalk you on facebook earlier then maybe I still have a chance to talk to you before you leave this place.
I can't tell how much pain I suffered by knowing that we lost you although we only met once in real life. I'm sure you can feel our friendships.
You used to be my supporters, listened to my complaints, listened to my stories, trained Eichi72 for me, accompanied me to get my tuition homework done every Friday night, stlaked S.H.E together, introduced Dinosaur and Da Yuan to me.
I am writing all these down because I dont want myself to forget how glad I am having such friend like you through just an online game. :(
A pek, honeynono, pig, cf, at least you are relieved now. I hope that you are happy in the heaven and I am sure there are plenty pretty angels around you.
You will always be remembered, rest in peace, my dear friend.
阿弥陀佛。。

Over-thinking

I think I have been thinking too much recently..
Something that is not going to happen, why should I give myself hopes?
Anyhow, at least I have done one cycle tonight and I hope I will do more on this week.. Fighting Sam!! GoGoGo!!

Missing someone

I miss you..
Miss you miss you..
Miss you like crazy!!
I miss you..
I miss you terribly..
But I don't feel like to disturb you..
What should I do? :(

New city

It has been a while for me to settle down in this new city - Belfast. I am here for three weeks already.
I have been standing every weekdays from 9 - 5.30, waking up at 7am to go to work. Can't believe myself can actually wake up at this hour haha.
Seriously, I have to admit working is so much tiring compared to study. I can't manage my own time because you have to stick to what your boss asked you to do so. I still can't anytime for me to start studying which I know I must start doing so so late everything is not too late.
It is just for a year, a year later then I will be going back to Malaysia so I must appreciate this year, fully utilize what I can gain from here.
Hence, let's go Sam! Let's strive for your future Sam! ;)

I'm graduated!

Finally, finally,
I am graduated with a Merit in Master of Pharmacy.
All these while, all the education fees my parents spent, all the midnight oils I burnt, how many crying days just because of stress and finally I am graduated.
There are so many people that I would like to thank because without them I wouldn't make it throughout the way. No matter those still besides me or left me, thank you!

 #1 Finally the cert is on my hands. :)

 #2 With my lovely mummy giving so much love and money

 #3 With bff Jia

 #4 With jie jie

 #5 And of course Junie!

 #6 Yu Seng all the way from Cardiff

 #7 Soo Koon all the way from Malaysia!!

 #8 Amrit was here too from Dundee ;)

#9 Last but not least, the ladies, Chrystal and Jia who supported me physically and mentally when I am in Glasgow.

To the man in my life

He is neither a pearl nor jade,
but he is the diamond in my heart.

会痊愈的

一个人，
痛了，
懂了，
就该放手了。

是你变了，是你变了。

Change

It has been a long time since my last entry. I thought I am going to be happier this year in fact not. Things changed, people changed, relationship changed. Again I realised how important family and true friends meant to be after this incident. Family who are never leave you no matter how wrong are you, they will just accept all your faulty and waiting for you to change to a better one instead of abandoning you. True friends who are really care about you, text you, ask how are you whenever they free (even though actually they are not that free, but they just don't mind spending their precious time with you). I will to be stronger, no I have to be stronger and tougher because I know my life I am looking forward to is waiting for me. I want to change, change to a better human. I believe on myself, because I am the girl who used to be strong and tough, I can live somehow better without any of those insignificant people in my life, why do I need to dropped my tears just because of these people. When others can, why can't I? I have faith in Capricorn. :) Let's bring the OCSE down!! Fighting!! :D

Happier

It's a brand new year!
I just wanna to be happier..